Woman who is constantly raped by her dunk husband cries for help

                                            
A woman who could not bear the pains of being married to a drunk and abusive man spoke up. Laila's blog has her story below:

Hello Laila,
help me solve this matter that is eating me up in silent. Is it right for a man to sex his wife against her wish even when she is not free. Especially when he comes back home drunk.

If I put up resistance it will result into beating and quarrels. That's my dilemma and i have endured for 6 years now. I don't even know how to tell people what I am going through because even my mum hushed me down telling me that he is my husband so i should endure but i don't know how long i can continue like this.

 I wont even heal from the wound he gives me in my womanhood and he will come and inflict another one. Most times, when he parks his car, I will rub Vaseline on my womanhood before he comes up and that's the only way i manage to avoid the wound but if i rub the Vaseline, he will stay up there for hours unlike when I don not rub it. I am serious regretting my life. I need perfect solution to it cus it's hurting me so badly.
Thank you